Well ok, maybe I slightly over exaggerated that just a tiny bit.
But for the last 2months I’ve had brain freeze, and I say brain freeze and not writers block simply because my brain has felt like it just wanted to stop as if it wanted to freeze in time and it wasn’t just writing it was everything!
I should explain that 2 months ago my life was very hectic and ever since I suffered from a ruptured brain aneurysm 4 years ago I don’t tend to cope with a lot of stress and pressure. Luckily I’m a very strong willed type of person and so if I set my mind on doing something, I do it!. But 2months I felt that everything was increasingly becoming such a huge effort and that I wasn’t enjoying life with my kids as I should.
So I do what I do best and just walk away from certain aspects in my life that I think are either a, putting too much pressure on myself or b, are doing me no good. To Lee’s horror I just, in his eyes ‘abandoned’ my blog. He couldn’t understand it and he was fairly angry at me for just walking away. To be honest I don’t blame him, but it couldn’t give him direct answers onto why? And so of course he just doesn’t understand.
2months on, I still can’t pin point why I just ‘abandoned’ my little bloggy, but at the time there was a lot going on.
1, A huge sudden increase in spam comments meant I had to shift on average 1000spam comments per day!
2, Lee’s computer broke and because he works from home (the bread winner) he needed to use the Apple MacBook and therefore I was back using my ridiculously slowwwwwww laptop 🙁
3, We inherited a sofa from my Granda as he was moving home and I couldn’t sit as comfortably as I could on my old settee and so I couldn’t be comfy when blogging (strange how things like this can make a huge difference)
4, went to bed one night after editing images to do a post on my laptop, woke up and the screen was all smashed up, so that put a spanner in the works
5, Someone copied one of my posts like for like and it really upset me. It just put me off continuing.
But I’m making progress! I’m actually sat down on our old sofa (I’ve swapped them back round and feel so much better for it!) I’ve downloaded a plugin to get rid of spam comments and thankfully it’s worked (touch wood). I now feel in a much better place and have less jobs on a to do list. I don’t feel like I’m trying to carry the world on my shoulders.
Has anyone else suffered with blogging brain freeze? If so how did you over come it? I would love to know. X